March 2012
“We’re all going to die, all of us, what a circus! That alone should make us love...”
– Charles Bukowski
what would you say if you knew today was your last?
(via beatboxgoesthump)
February 2012
I really have hit a new low. This routine. I hate it. Go to class, come home, do physics, nap, go to class, come, do physics, … There is so much more to me than that. I have potential. I can do way more than this. I can’t remember the last time I took out my dslr. I spent so much $$$ on it to just abandon it just so I could get stuck in this bullshit routine. If it doesn’t get...
“For what it’s worth: it’s never too late to be whoever you want to be. I hope...”
– F. Scott Fitzgerald (via beatboxgoesthump)
Sitting there against the wall with a hole in the left temple with a crimson stream running down the powdered cheeks.
The Nile had changed its course.
Learned Helplessness
Learned helplessness occurs when an animal is repeatedly subjected to an aversive stimulus that it cannot escape. Eventually, the animal will stop trying to avoid the stimulus and behave as if it is utterly helpless to change the situation. Even when opportunities to escape are presented, this learned helplessness will prevent any action.
While the concept is strongly tied to animal...
“It was all a mystery while I was amongst you. I tried to love and failed. I...”
– Henry Rollins (via machoturbo)
It is such a pain in the ass to find civil internships. The only placement that is relevant is in some small town in middle of nowhere with a population of 6k. That is wayyyy too small.
I have been meaning to write but I just can’t get myself to sort all these thoughts out. So, I finished 2 seasons of parks&rec over this weekend when I was suppose to be studying for my materials&programming midterms. &That PolSci also loves community & parks&rec! It is like she is trying to fuck with me on purpose. I want to go somewhere over the reading week; ny, la,...
